Why am i not allow to be out all the time? Haish.. What else can i say if people around me dont believe in what i've said? Since then, i would jolly well shut my mouth up because i know even if i've say it out, it wont make any changes ): 我只好"用痛来消怒"。 Haish.. T.T I need more pain to overcome my anger. I just feel how pathetic and useless am i...
Suddenly, i feel so miserable because of that. I really need more pain to overcome my anger and everything now. I dont care whether did i get hurt a not. I just want to get rib of all the unnecessarily emotions that i use to have. Because i simply dislike it so much! T^T

不要管我，不要惹我！总有一天，我会有属于我自己的！