precious advices

♥ADVICES♥

Just for now, i dont wish to bother about you anymore. Your world are just too confusing,weird and most of all, you've got no life at all! I dont want to sort things out anymore since i can't understand you no matter how hard i've tried. Whatever, you rule your own life, none of my business from now. I wont be there for you anymore because i find it pointless and useless...
Being so cold towards me now a days eh? Why is it so? Please dont hide anything from me,alright? I want to know if there's something going on in your mind that is regarding about me.. ):
Alright, i have a fruitful day spend outside shopping and slacking together with my friend. Things are just too difficult to explain because i felt it was rather confusing and too complicated. To tell the truth, i dont feel happy at all, as in the happiness that i've got is not the best one that i've expected in life. I demand for more concerns and assurance. Action speak louder than words have totally lost my trust. I dont really believe in it anymore because i believe words could have created a wrong impression towards people.Think twice... I think it's better not although i dream of having it all the time )':
Advices are just too precious to be kept in my heart. I appreciate all of it because it makes me grow and learnt my lesson ^^
Good night to all and have a good rest :) NITES

♥one and only♥

Just two simple words from him, it could brightens up my day ^^
Well, chemistry test today was average :/ Mathematics and A-Maths have postpone to next week, HENG UH! Lessons in class as usual, SIANNNNNNNNN! Not gonna talk about it anymore because it's making me feel like dozing off soon...ZzzZzz
Make your decision wisely, do not regret. I believe things happen for some reason.
Now and then, i just hope i could concentrate and focus more on him because i have made up my mind. -One and only-

♥miss♥

If you have a choice, take one of it or would you rather leave all of it? THINK!

An angry person speak without thinking probably because they are out of control. Let us reflect.Maybe i've done something wrong, haish... I never blame you for everything, you said it yourself. Chill, alright? I think there's no point arguing anything anymore. -pEacE-

You do something to me that i can't explain so would i be out of line if i said i miss you? I miss the way you put your arms around me, i miss your smile! Every night i think of you and how much i miss you and i know someday we gonna be together. I know it's only been a few days since i last saw you but it already feels like an eternity to me. So i lye down on my bed and count the time until i get to see you again... I just..miss you so badly without you realising it )':

Kidnap My Heart-The Click Five w/ lyrics

Having English lesson currently. HAHAS!! I got to go! BYEEEEEEEE :D

♥Blissful♥

I was rather happy with the effort and hard work that my group members have put in. Finally, i'm glad to say that our english project had been properly and completely done, WOOTS! ^^
Have an enjoyable day today having dinner at teck whye although the chicken taste awful >.< Hahas.
I'm not ready to commit into any relationship currently :) I'll live my life without love ^^
被人爱的感觉很幸福。

Got to Believe in Magic by Christian Bautista with lyrics

[..Never Be Replaced*]

♥I like slacking♥

爱情是不能勉强的。
Slack in the afternoon. I guess i have enjoyed it though it's a bit boring :/ Looking forward to more slacking when we are free ^^ Hahas :D See you dude!
p/s: Happy Ending Chinese New Year to all!!

Life is being so unfair to me since the beginning of the year 2011. My parents dont believe in me and i guess they dont trust me either. They dont believe in some of the friends that i've mixed with. They dont allow me to have my freedom to slack at night before 9.30pm. They dont encourage me to mixed with the friends which they think are bad. They always nag at me for all the negative things which i've done. They've never thought of what i've felt and what i really wanted in life.They will only remember about the negative things that i do and will easily forget about the positive things that i've done.They will forever live in their own world without thinking of something out of box.
I know exactly what i'm doing and i know whatever my parents have said to me, they are showing care and concerns towards me. Sometimes i really need some space to grow and learn more new things outside the world from outside friends. They can't expect me to live in the same world as them because we 'children' are living in the different generation. I have my own limit and i believe i'm old enough to be sensitive and smart enough to know what is right to do and what is wrong that i should not do. I'm sensitive enough to know which friends should i continue to keep in touch with and which friend should i stay further away from.Yeap, sometimes i really need to accept other people's and family's advice because they are showing care and concern towards me. I appreciate for all their efforts but somehow, i think they've cared too much and left not much space for me learn something new. More over, people will only remember all the bad things that you've done and will forget everything about the good things that you've did. They will always remind us of stop repeating all our wrong doings and they will forever never remind us to continue doing the good doings. As i said at the beginning, LIFE IS UNFAIR! Indeed, it really was.
Have you ever wonder why do i always hang out with guys more than girls? Have you ever wonder why i always stay so close to my male classmates? Have you ever wonder why i did so? NO, YOU NEVER! Nobody could understand me other than myself...
我真的是有苦中的。。。 相信我也好，不相信我也罢。我要上床去休息了。大家，晚安。

♥Go for it♥

虽然坚持不一定成功，但放弃就一定失败
It's nice to say that it was Valentine's Day tmr :) Suppose quite alot of people spend their valentines day solo? I believe there are some lucky few who came manage to enjoy spending their time together with their love ones,yeah ^^ Do enjoy celebrating valentines day :) CHEERS! GUYS, date someone you love out for movie QUICK before others take away your opportunity! :DDD hahas

♥Up to us♥

Not in a mood since morning to afternoon till i manage to go out and slack. Manage to slack from around 1pm to 4pm :) Enjoy chatting so much because it cheered me up,yeap! Nothing much le... Guess i need to mug tonight for my up coming history class test on monday. Homework not yet done, haish... Continue to jiayou bah ^^
p/s: You're more than welcome to change it. It's all up to us^^

Why am i not allow to be out all the time? Haish.. What else can i say if people around me dont believe in what i've said? Since then, i would jolly well shut my mouth up because i know even if i've say it out, it wont make any changes ): 我只好"用痛来消怒"。 Haish.. T.T I need more pain to overcome my anger. I just feel how pathetic and useless am i...
Suddenly, i feel so miserable because of that. I really need more pain to overcome my anger and everything now. I dont care whether did i get hurt a not. I just want to get rib of all the unnecessarily emotions that i use to have. Because i simply dislike it so much! T^T

不要管我，不要惹我！总有一天，我会有属于我自己的！

i feel so empty

♥so empty♥

Let me tell you something.. I feel so empty without falling in love ): Haish.. No wonder i keep sighing the moment when i'm bored. I used to think of the guy whom i like/love when there's nothing occupy me and currently, i have nobody to think about. Sad uh? Haish... All the complicated feelings and emotions have gone ): My heart is empty because there's nobody i could place them inside, haish... ):

S Club 7: Reach For The Stars With Lyrics

Leave house at around 7.25am (as usual) and headed to school there after. I was about to jay walk when i'm being stopped by OM -.- He called me out from behind. I'm smart enough of being able to ignore him and continue walking towards the traffic light. As if i will cross like that, LAUGHS to myself! -.- The moment when i see there's no car coming towards my direction, i jay walk to reach the opposite bus stop ^^ Reach school within a few more minutes time,yeah. Save trouble for myself of not crossing the road (Y)
Lesson in class as usual. Classmates being emo all the time -.- 一定是缺乏美女的陪伴吧.. I kept punching on my table,white board and wall. Punch, punch and punch is all i did ): My fist very pain lei, lol! :X I shall keep punching until i'm satisfied with myself. I'm out of control because people stop me for doing what i wanted ): Haish...
Recess as usual.. chat.. chat.. chat..Lesson started as per normal... teacher started talking craps...Dismissed at 2pm for lunch and ended at 2.30pm.Assemble in the hall for assembly... BORRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRINGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG!! D: Doze off..zZzZ Went home there after. Finally, HOME SWEET HOME ^^

To be able to hear from you,
To be able to chat with you,
To be able to see you again,
To be able to see you smile,
To be able to hear you sing,
To be able to watch you dance,
To be able to watch you play,
You've make the feelings to be back once more.
(i'll live my life without love)

♥我很快乐♥

Haish... I have to concentrate and focus more on my studies.. I'm yet to say that i've slack too much since the beginning of the year :/ Friends/brothers/sisters advice, i am going to listen.All the concerns, are sincerely being appreciated ♥
How to cheer a person up when a person blames everything of his life? What can i do to help? :/ Haish... You make me worried too much ): 相信我，我绝对不会让你受到任何的伤害！我会一直在你的身边陪伴着你，照顾你。这是我对你的回报，我会牢牢记在我脑海里

At the very least, we are still friends ^^

我还没找到我要的幸福，我是不会有快乐的。
如果我们在一起，我还会有我要的自由吗？
我有了自由，你会开心吗？
我好累，所以我决定放弃一切。
无论如何，我们还是朋友。

p/s:希望大家不要放弃，勇敢的去追求自己的梦想。
我要你开心，知道吗？ :)

happy chinese new year 2011

♥新年快乐♥

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR TO ALL!! Hahas!! It was such an enjoyable day today.. Hmm, counted as i'm busy or fully being booked by my friends bah.
Alright, no lesson in school and we are dismissed at around 10.05am. I enjoyed the whole performance although it was rather a short one.. Lion dance was my favourite among all. I was extremely hyper when my teacher was singing on the stage.. Can't wait to cheer loudly for them XD *best supporter
Headed straight to De La Salle Primary together with Francis. We took a 6-8minutes walk in order to reach there. Meet up with LiEn and friends.. Went off after which since there's nothing much to do and i dont see the point of loitering around the place with the both of us -.- Yeah, reach home at around 11plus?? Received a call from Tao Long and meet him under my house void deck to slack since the both of us are bored )': Eeek, i swear that i will never bring him to my house ever again! NEVER, NEVER EVER! >.< He makes life abit difficult for me lorh :X Sehh sian, kanna scolding, but nvm luh, hahas! He's my KORKOR mah! ^^ Chase(joking!!!) him out of my house at 1.. LOL!
Went to sleep after which. Wake up, make up, went out! Reunion dinner untill ??? (i've forgotten the timing). Meet up with Tao Long again since we decide to kill as much time as possible.. Meet him under his house void deck.Went lot 1 together,most of the shops are closed, so there's no way for us to loiter around the place...
My first time of my live...i've grown up and..maybe..i've become from bad to worst...
Went home there aft er :)

我好不容易才跨出了这一步。我，谢淑珍，长大了。那种感觉仿佛让我觉得很有趣，很好玩。我尽量再也不会了。