Through the silence, i heard something. Something which is unexpected but i have to face it no matter what now. Maybe it's a hint from you telling me that you no longer care anymore, asking me to let go of it as soon as possible. Slient would make me think but would make things worse... Why do we even have to met each other in the first place? I wonder why do you have to interrupt my life out of a sudden? If you want things to be in this way then it's up to you.

IGIVEUP!

Landy Wen 温岚 - Sha Gua 傻瓜 (Fool) English Subs

♥下雨天♥

People may change but their nature will forever stay. In life, i believe that everything happens for a reason , and sometimes good things fall apart so better things can fall better.The people who try to stay in your life are the ones who actually care about you more than the people who came and and went and never looked back again. A person can make a mistake and never take it back, but don't be the person who never forgives and forget. Through you,i realised that i've grown alot. You're there yet, i can't hear you anymore... Let's keep on waiting untill we are willing to hear each other. Nothing can bring us apart, it's the matter of our heart.

RAIN RAIN COME AGAIN!! Never ending rain, i love it! I want afternoon and night rain simply because i think it was the right time, wahahas. I am freezing cold now. Alright, nothing much. Therefore i am going to end this random post soon. BYEBYE!!
p/s:我相信时间能够证明一切。我笑了。

♥REMAIN STILL♥

I'm leaving soon in another week time.. I hope you will be there in time to send me off. haish... :) It should be alright, i guess.
p/s: It's in the quiet still moments that the pain of missing you hurts the most. Sometimes the person who laughs the most, is the person who bears the most pain. Haish, just dont expect me to be yours if you can't be mine.There's a phase where people used to say that life has to get worse before it gets better. Yet i'm starting to wonder if it will ever get better.Yeah, you're not ignoring me but to excercise your right to remain silent, i understood.
COMECOME, you've got to do as i said. It's extremely worth doing it. ^^
You're clever enough to press

'CTRL W'

and tell me what you think...i couldn't stop laughing when i did it because i find it extremely FUN! Do it as many times as possible, HAHA!
Joke of the day, READ IT! :A boy was thinking about going to the gym today to get in shape. Then he realized that round is shape and he stayed home! LOL!

CCA from 9am to 1pm today. We are there to promote our CCA infront of all the parents as well as students since it was the opening house which allowed strangers to come into our school to take a look at all the CCA. There's this 3 guys behaving like gangsters standing outside EL room waiting for someone in choir to come out. I can't believe that they are looking for my friend, OMG!! :X Luckily they did not find any trouble with her.Some more, my friend did nothing wrong to them. I mean she don't even know who are they in the first place :/ CCA was fine after doing all the warm ups. Went to Mcdonald and have my BRUNCH eaten together with Clarissa.Headed back home after which. While i was on my way,i met jingjie.OMG, i dont recognise him at first. I am stupid enough to ask are you jingjie? -.- Definately, he is! He accompanyied me home there after, thanks JAYJAY!! ^^ I have to blame those FUCK UP GAMES in facebook!! That idiotic fucking hell system dont allow me to enter into ALL kinds of games, walao! Testing my patience >< FUCK CB! Due to this, it cause me to have nothing to do and the only thing left for me was, BLOGGING!! Alright, UPDATED for today. Hope you enjoy your stay.
p/s:

CLICK ON THE ADVERTISEMENT YOU SEE ON TOP OF THIS PAGE,TYVM, PEOPLE :D

Zhuo Wen and Gary Cao Ge - Liang Shan Bo Yu Zhu Li Ye

No matter how much i tell myself not to love you, but i can't help myself.Everytime time when i look at you, my heart skips a beat and all i want to say is ..HAISH... What i'm yearning for in my life is the happiness that you could have given to me.

p/s: For the most part, any guy could go find or get a dozen women. But a real man will love one women a dozen different ways :)

Not easy yet i'm learning

If you intend to love someone, be sure to accept the challenge called CHANGES (:
I am, after all, just me. Nothing less nothing more, just simple and ordinary.. You choose to hate or to love?
Untill today, i just know the only way we will be together is in my dreams, i think maybe it's time to wake up and let you go. I know that you will never be mine.Although it really hurts to let someone you love go...but i knows it always hurts worse to stay with the one i love when they dont love me..
Tell me if you dont want to be loved by me.

A letter to JayJay

From: Vone
When there's slient between us and when you are not around with me like you normally do, i felt as if something was missing. I realised that you become a part of my daily life.
You used to accompany me most of the time. We used to spend our time after school dismissal together.You are willing to be my listening ear. I used to share with you most of my personal story.We've been so close that many of them in our school and outside people might think that both of us are couple but actually,we are not. We're just brother and sister which you've been taken care of me for almost 1 year long and i really could not imagine when both of us are in the separated classes next year.After all of my good friends have left me, you've been the one to be there for me when i needed help most of the time. You'll always be there to hold me up whenever i face any trouble. You adviced and encourage me most of the time.
I will never forget those days that we used to spend together reading story books in the library,studying together and having meals together. You've given me alot of unforgettable memories that all of the above can never be erased. Thank you my dearest brother for being able to spend most of your time together with me ^^ I hope our friendship will last as long as possible.
Jingjie, i really miss you alot during this holiday :) Take care and feel free to come and talk to me if you need someone to talk to. If anything happen, just remember that i will always be there for you. ^^ Shall try my best to catch up with you really soon during this holiday. ENJOY YOUR HOLIDAY,YEAH :D CHEERS!!! Dont think too much lerh, you shall rest well.

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SMILEEEEEE :DDD

Andy Hui 許志安 & Evonne Hsu - Xu Hui Xin 許慧欣 - Lian Ai Pin Lu 戀愛頻率

I've been finding this song for so long and i finally foud it, woots! Hope you enjoy your stay, yeah.
p/s:

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CCA

You've once being jealous over him: Walk hm with lala boy
You've once told me this: Lol hahas no matter how smelly u ar i will still hug u and kiss u one (: hehe (**SMILE**)

Early in the morning yet i'm BOOKED by cca from 10am to 4pm. Guess there will be lunch break in between. See you guys soon :)

♥CHANGES♥

You've once told me this: "I really love your smiles (: it give me some sort of special powers (: I really love to see your smiles with me forever and always I'm scare of losing it and u"
You've once asked me this: "Lol got love me more?"

I remember every single word you say to me by heart, do you remember mine?
Things changes around us... All of the above have gone. Left over are all the memories that we used to have in the past. I know you're always here to read what i've posted and i know you still care but the feelings you have towards me have fadded. I mean it's not the kind of feelings that you used to have in the past.As time passed, it's no longer the same, i can feel the changes ): Allow me to be myself, alright? You know that i'm not the kind of girl that you are looking for.

I'll let you hear the truth from me soon :) Come back again if you are interested to know.
Heard it? The truth inside you is that, you dont understand me well. Do you know what kind of person am i? Yeah, i am who i am. Never allow any request from you again. You choose to hate or to love me now? You keep an ans to yourself,you may want to let others know but please dont let me know.

郭美美 放了愛 KTV

I dont have to speak,you just need to listen carefully to the lyrics above.

do me a favour

♥END IT♥

Poor me, my shoe spoiled half way during the class outing which caused me to leave earlier ):

Please dont come and talk to me anymore.
Brb to post again tonight, i'm tired.
Alright, please forgive me for not being able to upload all the photos into blogger due to my lazyness. All photos to be done uploaded into facebook this afternoon. More photos to be uploaded from PEIJUN AND SHIMIN, hahas!! Hope everybody did enjoyed our one and only class outing we used have since last year.Specially thanks to Priscilla for her kind advice given to me. She woke me up in time so that i wont be able to make the wrong move. Thanks to all my dearest friends, CHUA CHU KANG OF CLASS SEC 2/2 2010 ROCKS TO THE MAX!!

把他给忘了

李圣杰- 擦肩而过

i'm speech-less

♥SPEECH-LESS♥

Why can't you give in to a girl?
Yeah, waiting for a girl to give in.
Why are you so mean towards me?
Because you can't give in.
I dont understand why, could you please tell me?
Would it be difficult if you could just give in to me?
Or would you lose anything upon giving in to someone?
Alright, i know you definately wont because you are ego enough of not being able to give in to someone.
I'm yet to say that i'm SPEECHLESS now.

♥FAITHFUL♥

In this world, there are alot of unfaithful people. If you're lucky enough to find one that is being faithful to you, do appreciate,treasure and be thankful to them. I believe it is more than difficult enough to find a partner that you truly loved among the whole lot of 6,888,888,888 people in the world. Let's not take them for granted. Loved them truthfully and be faithful to them. Thank them that you could at least have someone to be there for you and to care for you. Never ever take the person who loves you for granted, CHEERS PEOPLE!
You've got to move on if you find it difficult to search for faithfullnes. Move on and look for someone else who can be better than he/she do. Most importantly to maintain in a relationship is to have trust. Trust him/her in everything, do not suspect him/her. If that's the point you think you could last a relationship long enough without trust-ing each other, then you might as well go ahead and try it out yourself. ALL THE BEST,YEAH! :D

Ehhh ♥,you know what? I can't help to miss your face, haaahaaa.

I'm currently BORED to death,rotting at home looking at this damn screen for more than 5 hours each day typing out whatever rubbish i wanted to due to BOREDOM!! I have been going out recently and i could not imagine myself to stay at home doing nothing today, how sad?? Maybe it's the time for me to rest at home. PATHETIC, i can't stand it anymore ): Going to sleep soon inorder for me to kill as much time as possible, i guess. Alright, will be back to update very soon, yeah. Hope to see you again ^^
p/s: I need more support, THANKSTHANKSTHANKS for the view ♥

True Colours Fiona Fung

True Colours

This is one of my favourite song :D

Unforgettable

♥MEMORIES♥

I hate you for setting fake alarm.
Trying to set it to bluff me off.
I have no idea of you being real or fake.
You've given me the courage to remain dead.
You make me to have no direction to return.
I don't have a choice even if i wanted to.

Glad to say that it was a busy week for me,yeah. Celebrating Eunice's birthday together with Stephanie,YuLing and i in the morning ytd. Birthday bash for eunice was not a success as none of us dare to smash the whole plate of cream (hand made by yuling and i,LOL!!!!) onto her face XD Inorder to save trouble, i think that should be the exact way of doing it. Meaning, we shouldn't have plan it(birthday bash) in the first place,hahas! Anyway, our intention was to have fun,yeah.Headed down to Causeway point together with JianHung without stephanie's accompany since she have to go with her family,awww sad.Went to Lavender there after to have our breakfast and lunch eaten plus eunice's badge to be bought. Headed down to Bugis and shopped for an hour plus without JianHung's accompany since he have to go by 3. Despite the bad weather, all of us still can manage to shop happily and went headed back to home at around 4. Home sweet home by 5, i guess. Tired but extremely fun,yeah.
Going out to meet up with friends really soon,YAY!!! I'm fully BOOKED for today!! MUACKS, I LOVE BEING BOOKED!!
p/s:Hope to see you again, thanks for the view,yeah. Have a great day ahead XD

♥WONDERFUL♥

Elder sister Lavinia and i (my new hair length) XD



I really wonder are you serious with me? >< Tell me what feelings you have towards me? If there's nothing, then you better not waste my time. I've told you alot of times that you can never achieved what you actually wanted. Just a kind reminder for you... Dont always high and fat hopes -.-

I'm yet to say that i'm fully BOOKED for today, woots!! Another occupied day for me, EXTERMELY AWESOME i should say to myself,yeah. Went to meet up with the same old people again. Yeah, meet up with ♥ there after we've done baking _ _ _ _ _ _ _. It was raining cats and dogs while i am on my way down to meet ♥. Hehe, ♥ manage to text me as usual for today ^^ Meet ♥ up and pass ♥ the _ _ _ _ _ _ _ that we've bake since ♥ say that the _ _ _ _ _ _ _ taste nice ytd :) Made 2 of it for ♥. ♥ makes me wait again, saddd ); Not gonna to blame ♥ since it was a last minute call of meeting up,yeah. Chit chatted for around 45 minutes under the void deck since ♥ and i got no idea of where to go, hahas!! Look at ♥ eating the _ _ _ _ _ _ _ was seriously boring ): However,♥ managed to entertain me by poking,talking,staring and whistling... ♥ accompanied me home after we've done our slacking. Have an enjoyable day for today. Dinner not yet eaten, HUNGRRRRRRRRRRRY ): Going out for dinner really soon, i guess. BYE PEEPS!! :DDD

♥A perfect day♥

FINALLY to make me say that you're once back to life again. Better than being occupied with ball -.- Makes me think that you have no life, no offence :X It seems to me that you miss me alot today, true to say so? Wahahas!! Blame yourself for missing me too much and not me for saying it out loud here.Actually, IMISS YOU TOO!! ^^

Alright,today was a very very very GREAT,FUN and OCCUPIED day for me.Wake up in the early morning and thought that i'll have no life staying at home doing nothing again.Yet, i didn't expect myself to be fully booked by ♥ and friends.
Firstly, meet up with the girls and headed to BBP's daiso to make sure all the materials we needed for baking _ _ _ _ _ _ _ (cannot be named) are done buying. Headed to stephanie's house there after. Chit chat-ed on the train. Spend almost half of our day at stephanie's house baking _ _ _ _ _ _ _.
Managed to meet up with ♥ to pass ♥ the _ _ _ _ _ _ _ that we have done baking. ♥ makes me wait for less than 10 minutes sitting under the void deck like a stupid ass ): Managed to text ♥ while ♥ was on the way down to meet me up. You could see how impatience i am because i kept asking ♥ to faster come down. Passed ♥ the _ _ _ _ _ _ _ and ♥ accompanied me home. Hehe, never talk much with ♥ when we meet up,sad.Instead, ♥ and i text alot after and before meeting each other.
Reach home and manage to get myself changed inorder to meet up with TaoLong to pass him his birthday presents, hahas! XD It was such an occupied day for me and i hope taolong will like the wallet that i've bought for him :X
Hope ♥ will play hard and miss me hard too, BLEHH! ^-^

♥Reasonable doubt♥

I hope you could understand that i'm just an ordinary people who can't even guess what's happenning next.Do not expect me to wait and guess.You're right,blame me for not being able to understand you well enough.If you think you could guess better than i do, tell me exactly what am i doing now? Wondering why are you not the one to give in even though you think i'm at fault.Yeah, waiting for me, isn't it? Shows that you find me unreasonable. Let me know which sentence of mine makes you think so. I will apologise to you personally if you are reasonable enough to say that i'm unreasonable.

Went for a hair cut together with my elder sister in the afternoon ytd. It was such a good experience i should say to myself. 5 inch of my hair GONE CASE, could you imagine how long was that? I have never regretted since i always wanted to have a new hair length which was much more shorter than what i'm having recently (before cutting). Finally i could try out of having this kind of hair length XD Photos taken of my new hair length to be uploaded into blogger really soon,yeah. Hmm, i will have to write a letter soon, i guess. Nothing much today since it was still early in the morning. Going lot1 tmr to pay $10 for the purpose of class outing this upcoming Sunday at Keat Hong Park. Looking forward to it,yeah.

p/s: What have you been thinking? Maybe i could change if you let me know.

Marc Terenzi

I love to be loved by you

This should be the first video that i have posted so far. I recommand this song for you guys to listen as i feel that this was exactly the way of how i wanted to express my feelings out to the person whom i used to love.Please take note of the lyrics above. Trust me, its extremely meaningful and touching. Hope you enjoy listening to it.
p/s: Much appreciated for being able to spend your time to view my blog. I need more support, thanks really lot. Hope you enjoy your stay and i hope to see you again ^^

I wonder

♥Who am i to you♥

Something is wrong with my thinking.
I can't stop myself from emo-ing.
Brightens me with your words.

I expected more from you.I just hope that you could given me a little bit more.Just a few more sentences will do and not just a pathetic short sentence.That doesn't shows anything to me.I'm looking for something special yet, you could not afford to give me.I've given you more than enough, didn't i?Or you simply dislike it?Or you have regretted? Alright, maybe i should have stop all my nonsence, i'm really sorry ):
Woke up in the early morning. Going out with yuling later. I'm bored and broke :X Broke as in wallet got a BIG BIG HOLE! Save me,please! Movie next week with Clarissa $8 gone. Present for TaoLong $??. Class chalet $10 gone case. WAHH! Where should i get all this money from? T.T Hmm, probably from my own savings ): SAD lei... No more money left le. Nvm, i spend the things that is needed to be bought first then i will decide what to do after spending. Maybe i need a job :X Not i wanted is i needed it.
p/s:My heart split open, releasing showers of rain...

I wish you a

HAPPY ♥DAY

This CANDLE is bought for ♥


Have a short morning sleep from around 10.30am to 11.30am and a wake up call made by ♥. That call was unpleasant because it irritates me at first ): Managed to text after which and we decided to meet each other inorder for me to pass ♥ something, hahas. Hope ♥ enjoy the cake that i have bought for ♥ ^^ I did enjoy it. Extremely sweet,yeah. ♥'ve melted my heart, ILOVEYOU!! I seriously hope that ♥ wont regret after receiving it. Hope ♥ enjoy the rest of the day spending together with your friends

Waiting for

♥YOUR REPLY!!♥

I dont know, i really dont know, i seriously dont know. See what i will do today.
I just need 10minutes of your time to complete your day together with me T.T Are you willing to spend this 10minutes of your life time with me? PLEASE, just this 10minutes will do T.T I swear that i will make today a complete day for the both of us, you got to trust me...

I could see the sunrise-ing
Yet, you are in your lala land day dreaming
Time to wake up and stop sleeping
I could hear you snoring
But i could see no replying
My brain are cray that makes me start thinking
My hands are itchy that makes me start spamming
My body are naughty that makes me start shake-ing (JOKE-ING!)
My mouth are active that makes me start LAUGHING! HAHAS!
Such a joke for today, yups. Hope my plan will turn out to be a successful one. Sorry to spam you at this moment of time. It was still early, i guess. Yeah yeah. Trust me that i will continue SPAMMING untill you wake up, WAHAHAS! Do have a nice day ahead, people :)

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p/s:你始终还是逃不过我的手掌心.

♥To play or to love?♥

You've made today a perfect one for me.
On the other hand, you've made ytd an ugly one for me.
I would appreciate it since you've made up a complete day for me.
I want to be part of your life but you refused to join me in.
Your life have been fully occupied with playing and not loving.
UNDERSTOOD :)
I will make sure i will NAUGHTY you back in return!
Now, you've made me to get interested over you!
Let me feel it, i will be extremely happy!
Do you see any changes that i've made?
I'm being serious.
Only if you allowed, i would definately go for it!

Headed down to teck whye market at 9.30am to accompany jingjie for his breakfast. Passed him something that i make for him ytd night. Hope he will like it,yeah. ^^ Went home straight after that. Nothing much today,haish. Feel like going out. Probably i will be going out for dinner with my family tonight. SIAN LEI! Do you think i should continue waiting? :/ You got to gain my trust dude! Dont forget what you've told me just now. Alright, hope to hear you soon :)

YEAH,YEAH! At least you thought of me, hahas.
p/s:

PEOPLE, PLEASE HELP TO CLICK THE ADVERTISEMENT ON TOP OF THIS PAGE WHENEVER YOU SAW IT,THANKS REALLY LOT! :D

♥I'm FIXED♥

The happiness that i used to have are back again.
I believe we've made a wonderful jokes among us
Boy, you fixed back pieces of my broken hearts
Knowing the fact that you are not gentleman enough
Afterall,i can tell that you still care alot
I would like to say that it's worth for me of doing so.
R-A-P-E--M-E then i will definately R-A-P-E you back!
Let's continue joining in the JOKES!
Your drawing have been the most beautiful ones in my heart, i swear.
You've got to win back my trust.

Alright,i've received too much missed calls today.In total, i have 5 of them -.- 3 of them in the morning when i woke up and the other 2 of it when i woke up from my afternoon sleep ): Hmm, i guess i will be going out tmr? Nothing much happen today. My eye sight are getting worse ): I shall reduce the time on playing computer games,yeah.Hope to see you again :D -BYEBYE-

You PLAYPLAYPLAY,how about SLASHSLASHSLASH? haish...Stupid ball sucks ): Snatch away my time that we used to spend together. The ball seems to be important than me, pathetic.

The power of love

♥POWER OF LOVE♥

OHH MANNN!!!
The power of love makes me give up in everything.
Feelings are there yet, i dont dare to commit
Knowing that you are willing,
I've been more than happy enough to say anything
This is the right time to step into my life once again
AND YOU FINALLY DID IT!
On the other hand,
Feelings are still there yet faded.
Not enough power given to be given up
Should it be a good news for you?
Tell me if i still matter.
MY-HEART-HURTS-BEING-BROKEN-BY-THE-PERSON-I-LOVED-CONTINOUSLY

Alright,went back and forth to lot 1 today. Firstly, meet up with yvonne to accompanied her for lunch at Mcdonald.Took LRT and manage to reach there in time while yvonne was late for 30minutes due to the issue with her shoes while she was on her way down to lot...After lunch,window shopping for another 1 more hour and we headed down to ITE to buy sticky since it was still early in the afternoon. Unfortunately, both of us could not find it ): SAD! Still, we manage to loiter around the place.I could see alot of REDS and WHITES walking around, talking loudly. Decide to went back home taking LRT there after. When i was on my way home, i manage to received a text from jingjie and he decided to go lot 1 to have his book returned. Since i have nothing better to do when i reach home, i decided to go together with him inorder to kill as much time as possible.I meet him under his house void deck and both of us went to lot1 together taking LRT again(for me) -.- Done returning the books that he have borrowed and went to librabry to borrow some books again. Went home separetly at around 3plus.. As usual,i am taking LRT back to home. Thanks to all readers and hope you enjoy your stay.
Happy holiday in advance XD

I need a super glue

You walk out of my life so quietly.
Someone who stay does matter to me.
If you dont, someone might will.
If i wont, nobody would even will.
Talk to me when you feel like talking.
Refused to reply then you are ignoring!
Ignorance never settles a question.
I shall start asking you WHY instead.
I did extremely nothing wrong to you.
Tell me what have i done again?
You carries away all my hopes and dreams.
You destroy a complete heart of mine.
Yet, you left me with pieces of broken heart.
Pieces of it, takes time to fixed it.
The smaller the broken pieces, the harder to fixed it back.
You're the only super glue of mine.
Who can be the only one that i need the most?
YOU!, yet you are continously breaking it.

end product 2010

♥END PRODUCT♥

My beloved MUMMY! ^^

Elder sister LAVINIA :DDD




My dearest daddy :D


Progressing!!

Time check 2:00pm

Lao Heng uncle ^^


Sister Emily was back from her photo shot and it's time for her to start working, hahas! XD


Still in progress... Dont disturb :X



The end product with a mixture of blue,white and yellow.

My room with my study table.

Living room.Sister was eating and daddy was drinking. Spotted them?

Sister Emily's room...

-THE END-

house painting 2010!!

♥HOUSE PAINTING♥

This is one of my bed room's wall. Pretty sweet yeah.Not yet done painting actually. A full version of how it suppose to be look like will be out tmr. Second round of photos to be uploaded soon. Stay tune. Since they left nothing else for me to do, i shall walk around my house together with you to see how it looks like... Do ENJOY looking at how we are progressing :)

Look at how messy is our living room...


DADDY!! :DDD






White Paint

This is the living room... Contain too much things cos we shifted everthing from our room into here. XD




Lao Heng uncle busy helping out to paint our house. Much appreciated ^^

Daddy got nothing better to do so he painted the door with yellow the previous day -.- It turned out to be alright, i guess :D


One side of my room. Painted with GREEN! Woots~~





My daddy painting inside sister Emily's room.

Elder sis, so hard working XD

In progressing...

My mother help painting one corner of my room.

My bed and my room. Not yet done painting. Suppose to have a mixture of blue,yellow and white. So yup! Still in progressing...




My study table

Hot Pink paint that we used to paint our rooms

Elder sister Lavinia and i


Time check 11:40am

Thank you Lao Heng uncle for the help to pain our wall ^^

My sister Emily's room