Why is the decision made so cruel?
I'm useless, seriously i'm sorry.
我真没用！

The reason why, will never be you again.

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Shining Friends

Heart of fencing, my favourite ♥

♥Photo shoot♥

Alright people! I'm back in action to update my blog,yeah. Okay, just in case you guys wondering am i being a model or what so ever regarding about the photos that i have been tagged in facebook. I'm telling you now, i'm NOT a model and this is called photo shoot, not modeling. Don't mistaken, tsk tsk.
Hmm, it was not my sister who introduce me to the photographer while it was my aunt's friends who's interested in photo shooting, saw me in my facebook profile and ask my aunt to ask me whether do i want to have a try. So, i agreed since i'm quite interested and curious of how it was like since i was young. Manage to go for photo shoot on the 19th of June which was on the Sunday morning together with my two little cousins, Larry and Ryan.
Chinese Garden is the place where we have been photo shoot. There are altogether three photographer. At the start of the shoot, we children did not get used to it because we feel shy by posing all the actions. Excuse me, dont expect me to know all the posing during my first time of my photo shoot okay! I know exactly nothing about it and i got no experience. Anw, everything takes time right? After quite awhile, we manage to get the fun out of it and started posing all the actions naturally.
Photo shooting was really tiring. One particular pose can make you ston there for 30 seconds because you have to wait for the photographer to done their shooting at different kind of angel. It means that you have to smile until they are done. My mouth are super tired. Yeah right, i smile like nobody business on that day but it's worth for all the nice photos being taken by the 3 photographer.
And i find something damn ridiculous. I was ready for shoot when the wind blew so strong that my hair cover my face. When i was about to sweep my hair off from my face, the photographer just take a snap of me. YES!, took my unglam. I'm not even ready yet,then my reaction was like, what the... O___O
Hmm, there are people who manage to walk pass us but we dont give a damn. Just continue what we are suppose to do though they keep looking that makes me feel so stress and pai seh.
Btw, the weather is kindda funny on that day. From windy become to hot and change to windy again. I seriously can't stop complaining about the hot weather. It's making me sweat like some idiot. Guess the job of being a photographer is not as easy either since they have to carry their camera and all the stuffs to move around to find other places for photo shooting.
By the way, the photographer are super friendly though they are all adults. I manage to talk to them randomly, hahas! I've enjoyed photo shooting throughout the whole afternoon.
Nice experience though :)
Ohh and i'm sorry that i did not upload any photo shoot of myself in blogger. I can't save the photos into my lap top.
Alright, i shall end here, bye all and thanks for reading! ^^ Hope you enjoy your stay!

Jay-Jie Kou MV

Listening to the same song over and over again.
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♥3♥

It's been so long since i last mention a special word sincerely from my heart..

3 more days to go! ♥♥♥

4 days left

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Church at Jurong West today together with YvonneLing. Don't mistaken, i'm not christian, i'm 100% PURE TAOISM kay!!! I pray on DUA BEH GONG one horh! Forever loyal to my original religion (Y)

Okayyy, the people there are extremely friendly, omg! Non stop shaking hands, smiling, introducing and talking. Makes me feel super pai seh can!! Btw, they make me feel very warmly welcomed which was good but i was seriously scared of their over friendly-ness. Make quite a lot of new friends there and find that they are very faithful,loyal and grateful to their own religion. With every sentence they said, they never fail to mention the word "God". Was touched due to their seriousness and participation towards god. Everybody are suppose to stand up and sing along the songs and clap together with the beat.But i know nothing of it and i feel super awkward standing in between the whole bunch of people who are singing. I decided i should have done something in order not to feel that awkward so i just clap along with them. They are just too awesome (Y)

Okayyy, manage to have dinner together with our ( temporally counted as my group since i have joined they today ) group members. There are about 13 people(if i'm not wrong) with an amount of 5 girls and the rest are guys.

Headed home there after. It was a very long journey home thus, i was feeling really exhausted. Met a lot of bangala( no offence :D ) on the bus. STOP STARING KAY, BLACK BASTARDS! Thanks!

Never forget to count for you, my dearest! 4 more days to go! ♥♥♥

Redwan Ali - Would You Be There [Lyrics]

5 days left

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Piglet♥ Hugs??

Okay! I'm officially feeling super bored now! I'm going down for a run soon inorder to refresh myself. Nothing much today. Sigh.. I'm thinking of how should i spend my time rotting at home. Can someone bring me out for a walk please?

Ohh,btw i'm happy that i will be getting my contact lens soon! Yay! ^^ I can't wait to get back my contact lens, OMGOMGOMG! I'm feeling super excited >.< It's blue in colour, woohoo!!

Guess i will be continue to watch my drama downloaded in Funshion. All thanks to Ignatious for the help if not, i will be bored to death really soon >.<

5 more days to go! I'm counting down for you!! ♥♥♥

You may go ahead and do whatever you like.I shouldn't have cared so much. I wont bother anything about you anymore! I.GIVE.UP!

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It's rainning!

Seriously why can't we keep our conversation going on forever? Why do we have to end it so fast? WHY! Why do people always wait for the other person to start the conversation? Yes, i am one of them who always wait and i guess almost everybody does! Obviously, we people are trying to see if they care. Am i right? I feel that this is really tiring.
I really don't want to wait for something that will never happen. I don't understand why am i giving myself fat hopes. Sigh..
I think i shall go and sleep now. Good night!

YESSSSSSSS ARH! I DID IT! Wooohoooo~~~

說好的幸福呢

♥imissyou♥

Thought i was being late for lesson this morning buy hey, i reach school on time just before my teacher came in so, in your face! I was not prepared for today's book quest since my teacher had reminded us quite long ago which was before school holiday. Don't expect me to remember this when my holiday mood was on. So i just literally run through all the questions without much thinking and i guess passing marks shouldn't be a problem. screw you, paper! English lesson ended early today and i did not appreciate that much since JieYing and i had decided if we could take our own sweet time to go late for e-maths lesson.

Unfortunately, we manage to go for lesson on time since we have plenty of time left for us to have nothing to do. Bo bian right? After i get myself a sit in the first row, i simply like to fired some questions into my e-maths teacher's face and begin asking Mr Ng, why are you wearing like some uncle today? He ignored my question, tsk tsk! How bad is this? >.<

Went home there after and meet up with YvonneHo to accompany her for lunch at lot 1. Went jogging together with her at her place and it was pretty awesome. Spend some time at her house and decide to be back home before 5 so i went off at around 4.30.

Sian, tmr i am having e-maths lesson in the morning. Can i pon tmr's lesson? I don't feel like waking up so early tmr just to go for that 2hours of lesson which i think i wont be able to learn anything useful, tsk tsk! I'm sorry to say that my brain is not functioning well in the morning. Be happy if you don't see me in school tmr ^^

alright, i shall end here! Do leave me a tag if you can ^^

♥I WANT BACK MY PHONE♥

SAD, i feel really sad today because i lost my phone at orchard near Ion. I wonder what have i done wrong to deserve such punishment. I never steal, i never kill, i never fight, i never do anything bad, really. I miss my phone so much that i don't feel like doing anything at all. I just feel like crying although i know it wont help to get back my phone. I feel really sad. This is my first time losing my phone and my e-zlink card. I really hope i can get back my phone as soon as possible. Hope any kind soul who found my phone, please hand it to the police station, please ):

Yeah, i had just make a police report together with my family >.< Sigh.. My birthday present lost. I feel really sad. Luckily my parents and my sisters did not scold me for being so careless ): Yeah, i have learnt my lesson to be more careful in future. I really hope that i will get back my phone together with my ezlink card T.T

I have caused so much trouble to my parents and as well as Priscilla. She was the one who accompanied me all along to search for my phone. I'm sorry to waste so much of her time, energy, money and everything just because of me. Although she was feeling tired after a few hours of walking, but she tried her best to encourage me, makes me feel better and accompany me to continue searching for my phone. We went to the counters to check to see if anybody happen to found my phone but to no avail. And i'm feeling really sorry that i won't be able to accompany her to buy her sushi at lot 1 before we went home. I'm not being a good friend at all. Sigh, i'm sorry and i really need to thanks her so much. After all, she did not complain at all. She did not even blame me for wasting so much of her time. Thank you very much, Priscilla ^^ You've been such a great friend to me ^^ LOVE YA SO MUCH! ♥

Last but no least, much thanks for those people who show care and concern towards me ♥ A big thank you to all my beloved friends who will always be there for me ^^

Sigh..I was wondering how is my phone now. I miss my phone so much than anything else. okayy people, give me some more time kay? i promise i'll be fine ^^ hahas.
Everybody, do have a good night rest tonight ^^ bye~~

♥I'm back♥

OHHH YES!!! Am i dreaming?? lol! How did i manage to sign in again? I got no idea how, seriously. I just try my luck to sigh in over and over again. Guess what? I finally succeeded , woohoo! ♥

I hate rainy day! Especially when it's time for me to go for a run -.-

Okay, i get super fucked up with the bus driver today. Make me wait like an idiot,if not i would have been reach school for cca long long time ago! >.<

CCA today was alright. PT (physical training) was a fun one :D I did enjoyed throughout the entire game :D Hope i can do more running during pt because by the time cca ended, it always rain which caused me to cannot run -.-

I'm so not in a mood to go online.
Sometimes, it's better not to ask.